Heart Attack to 10K (part 4.18) - The 5 year itch, time to cut the CRAP
Part 4.18 - THE 5 YEAR ITCH, TIME TO CUT THE CRAP
(Phase VI - sustaining a healthy life-style)
"Nothings going to happen unless you make it happen."
5 year medal haul |
Right back at the very beginning, particularly the result of my Nuclear Medicine Perfusion Scan at Harefield [see part 2], I realised that the damage from the heart attack wasn't so bad giving me the ideal opportunity to put a plan into action to restore my health and fitness to hopefully prevent things from deteriorating further, though during my convalescence I seriously doubted my ability to even go for a decent country walk again! I found it particularly worrying that I could reach a heart attack in just over 3.5 years since my first angioplasty and stents following a severe angina attack as I walked to the footie at Adams Park in March 2013 and I didn't want another cardiac event in the next 3.5 years.
Cardiac rehabilitation [see part 3] was without doubt the first major step in putting me on the right road, restoring my confidence and giving me the knowledge and belief I could go on and improve my future, improving my eating habits and starting an exercise programme I have been determine to keep up in some form throughout the whole 5 year period. I need continuous guidance and encouragement to keep me on track and it was fortunate the Wycombe Wanderers Sports & Education Trust introduced FFIT (football fans in training programme) [see part 4], now renamed FIT Chairboys, just as I graduated from Rehab. This gave me a continuity covering such aspects as diet and nutrition and well as regular circuit training which picked up again at a later date through the FFIT Xtra classes, unfortunately these were cancelled due to Covid and I have been out on a limb ever since. As the FFIT programme came to an end I was on my own again, so as a stop gap I continued to increase my step count through walking with a target to join in the Hearts & Souls London Bridges walk in Sept 2017 [see part 4.2] (photo record), during which time I raised £1,797.00 in the process towards the Cardiac Rehab. Hearts & Souls are a small local Wycombe based charity who really impressed me helping to keep the excellent award winning rehab programme in Bucks accessible for all who needed it free of charge, in fact I have been so grateful for the two times I attended this service that I am now an elected a trustee of the charity.
All about FFIT (with a special guest appearance) |
Running the Chilterns |
My Wycombe Rye parkrun profile (25th Sept 2020) ..... click here
My full parkrun record (off chart is tail walking duties) |
Since the summer of 2021 the frequency and length of my runs have dropped off quite significantly as I'm finding it increasingly difficult to motivate myself due to fatigue and tiredness, this seems to result from the AFib which appear to becoming more regular over the same period, though I keep asking myself 'is it the AFib stopping me running or the lack of running that is increasing the AFib?' and I end up going around in circles trying to decide what to do for the best.
Total runs in 2022 (red markers are AFib episodes) |
It hasn't all been heart related though and I have had to visit most hospitals within a 35 mile radius for a variety of medical admissions and appointments:
- 2017 - Prostate cancer investigation - this turned out just to be an enlarge prostate but because of my recent heart attack it took a while to resolve and gave me an extra worry at a time when I didn't really need it.
- 2018 - Fistual surgery - during the anaesthesia I went in AFib but several Holter monitors failed to prove this was an ongoing problem. It is only recently this has become more apparent, helped by being able to track the episodes after I purchased a Kardia Mobile [see part 4.5 & 4.11]
- 2018 - Gastroentertis and AKI - This was really quick and sudden, I ended up in resuscitation overnight within hours of feeling ill as my blood pressure crashed to 61/35. This was probably the single worst moment over the whole 5 year period and I really felt I was at deaths door [see part 4.6].
- 2019 - Bolus impaction - a choking fit which wasn't very pleasant and I still need to take great care when swallowing [see part 4.9].
- 2020/22 - AFib - I've ended up in A&E a couple of times, both times I was sent home while still in AFib but I have now been referred to a Cardiologist.
5 years of in & out of hospital |
AFib [see part 4.17] has without doubt become a major concern over the last year or so with the incidences becoming more regular. I have really struggled to recover from my last episode 2 weeks ago and it is now feels that there has been a change in my condition. I am currently waiting to talk to a cardiologist who I hope to also discuss the increasing frequency of the episodes. There are times where it can get me down, not so much when I'm feeling OK but when I'm in AFib there are occasions when I can get anxious and despondent and might even break down to tears. It is not so much the actual AFib itself, the lack of energy, fatigue, the dizziness or shortness of breath but more the constant physical reminder that I do have a chronic heart condition that is not going to go away without intervention.
That about wraps up the last 5 years in a nutshell though there is plenty more detail covered throughout the blog, but it has certainly been an interesting and unexpected journey. Writing this blog has without doubt helped to keep me on my toes as I always want to share something positive along with the trials and tribulations, so it has acted as my motivation. The positive feedback especially in the earlier years from other heart patients [see testimonials] saying how the blog inspired and gave them hope in their own recovery gave it a sense of purpose, but this has dried up and the interest has dropped off so this will probably be my last blog .... unless something significant happens when I might just write a 'special' blog or maybe still track my annual progress.
All time blog views |
So, what have I achieved to the end of year 5, the 5th anniversary of my Cardiac Rehab heart assessment on 30th Jan 2017 when I started recording my progress? ... It's not very pretty reading.
The year started OK but tailed off during the second half of the year as my running lessened. I am still trying to maintain a reasonable level by setting daily and weekly minimum step and calorie burn targets in which for most of the time, I am achieving.
Year 1 ... 4,046,492 average 11,086 per day (2023.25 miles) .... target, 4,000,000
Year 2 ... 5,270,911 average 14,440 per day (2635.46 miles) .... target, 5,000,000
Year 3 ... 5,776,020 average 15,824 per day (2888.01 miles) .... target, greater than year 2
Year 4 ... 5,625,239 average 15,369 per day (2812.62 miles) .... target, match year 3
Year 5 ... 5,562,864 average 15,240 per day (2781.43 miles) .... no target set
WEIGHT LOSS:
This is just shot to pieces and I have lost control throughout the pandemic where I haven't tracked it as regular as I did at the start (hardly at all really), but I don't want to use Covid as an excuse. I have become weak willed and given in to far too many temptations and need to get back to the mindset and discipline I had at the beginning, seeing how close I am creeping towards that 'obese' red line again and the fact all my other measurements getting nearer to my heart attack level is worrying. I've just got to be harder on myself, get back to sensible eating and cut the CRAP out!
When I started out on this journey I would have hoped to hit the cardiac rehab targets by now, or at least hold a steady lower level so in that respect the last couple of years has been both frustrating and disappointing. I hope by writing this report will renew my determination to get back on track and at least get back to my best results.
Heart attack to 10K pictorial record - click here
Thank-you for reading and I would love to hear your thoughts on any subject I have covered, please leave your comments below or email me at peterjemmett@aol.com
Part 1 - That fateful day. (Phase I - heart attack) click here
Part 2 - Back home & drama at White Hart Lane. (Phase II - home recovery) click here
Part 3 - They tried to make me go to rehab, I said yes, yes, yes please. (Phase III - cardiac rehabilitation) click here
Part 4.1 - Getting FFITer and Harefield & Heartbreak hill revisited (Phase IV - sustaining a healthy life-style) click here
Part 4.2 - Walking for heart & soul & finding parkrun (Phase IV - sustaining a healthy life-style) click here
Part 4.3 - End of year 1 round-up and assessment (Phase IV - sustaining a healthy life-style) click here
Part 4.4 - Falling heart rate: fitter or hibernation? (Phase IV - sustaining a healthy life-style) click here
Part 4.5 - Pain in the bum, going senile and sub 30! (Phase IV - sustaining a healthy life-style) click here
Part 4.6 - Sub 29, attack of the AKI and 1 year old (Phase IV - sustaining a healthy life-style) click here
Part 4.7 - Pushing the boundaries (Phase IV - sustaining a healthy life-style) click here
Part 4.9 - 3 Years On, Ragged Radnage and Pete's bolus journey (Phase IV - sustaining a healthy life-style) click here
Part 4.10 - Coping with COVID-19 and what they say (Phase IV - sustaining a healthy life-style) click here
Part 4.11 - Living in the lock-down (Phase IV - sustaining a healthy life-style) click here
Part 4.12 - Plus and minus 3.5 years; heart attack to half marathon! (Phase IV - sustaining a healthy life-style) click here
Part 4.13 - Is it worth the risk? (Phase IV - sustaining a healthy life-style) click here
Part 4.14 - Mixed bag through Covid (Phase IV - sustaining a healthy life-style) click here
Part 4.21 - Stuck in reverse (recap of 2022) (Phase IV - sustaining a healthy life-style) click here
Part 4.22 - Starting all over again 6 years on (Phase IV - sustaining a healthy life-style) click here
Part 4.25 - Life changes (Phase IV - sustaining a healthy life-style) click here
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